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Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 4:38 PM
i finally felt it again
often ; when the boy and girl break up . its over, finished ; just friends . but that only depends on if you still love them . you cannot be friends with a ex boyfriend / girlfriend if you still love them , it will never ever work. I finally realized that all i can do now, is look forward. Not look at the past, and keep that as a guide line to my future. i have to live my life, how it comes, not how i want it to come . fighting with someone you care about, is most definitely not the best feeling . but sharing thoughts, feelings, emotions , love and ambition with someone you care about, is the best feeling ever . But looking back on pervious mistakes, it was like .. i was not allowed to love you in public . only when we were together, alone . is that right ? or wrong.. I always love you, and i don't wanna change that from time to time because of who's watching us . Does it make sense for someone to care about someone else only at times when they want you to ? or should you be able to care for someone , when ever you please ? its got to change, now.. and fast. I seem to sense that you care for me more then you did . you hold my hands , play with my fingers, kiss me on the cheek and stare into my eyes with that lovely glare you always give me . " rest your head on my shoulder, its alright, go ahead kiss me when you want to, your allowed to, I'm not going to be applaud. hold my hand when your nervous, tired, bored or when ever you feel like you need someone there, because ill be the one that you want to look in the eyes and say that you love me, because ill be the only one that will say it back and mean it " play those cute songs, with those obvious lyrics. *i just wanna kiss you, but i can not right now . so kiss me though the phone * |
About LESLIE! Everyone has a temper , bad temper or a good temper. Think of it like, your guy . You cant control your temper nor can you ever get rid of it. It will always be there good or bad. Im leslie , my lifes a little more hetic then a normal teenagers life. I have amazing experiences and worst. I have faith in my family and my friends but i only trust few. I've been trying to keep my own thoughts to myself lately, ive been trying to keep what people say to me, only to me. ive gone though so much fucking shit, to deal with friends, family and relationships. been through the drugs, the alcohol, to the coming home high as fuck and putting on fake little lies to get away from it. Ive been though the paranoid parents , to the point where i almost got kicked out. From the friends who hated me, and the ones who loved me. The boyfriend who cared about me and doubted me. this is who i am, love me or hate me. but please dont disrecpect me. |
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