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Thursday, January 7, 2010, 5:42 PM
life.
i have the sex, but i feel so alone. ive been corrupted, ive been saved ive lived my life but only to this age. im in love, but i feel discouraged i was never scared, i felt nothing but lurrage. i stopped the drugs, and im completely sober i still have sex, but i want it to be over. my lifes becoming proper, but its still a mess i wish i could go back , and not love him less. im not happy, more sad, i wish i was i had the love that i used to have. He loves me so much, i could careless but i think to myself, is this just a test? im not sure how i feel, but i want his kiss to seal the deal. no more lies, have been said atleast thats what i think, from what has been put in my head. He holds me tight when were alone but when were not, i feel the tone. the tone of his laugh, when i start to cry he never comforts me, only when he lies. I would like him to treat me with resepect and trust but all i get, is sex and lust. does he love me or is he a lie i want to know, but i just cant survive this is to much, i want to slow it down he doesnt agree, he acts like a clown. I should leave him, here to discuss what he did to me, and make him no longer lust. i want him to love me, not for sex. but for who i am, my beauty and text. who am i ? who have i become i never thought id move on but the day has to come. maybe not now, and i hope not soon i want this to last, so i gotta be tuned. i love you and you love me so lets make this work for us to be . |
About LESLIE! Everyone has a temper , bad temper or a good temper. Think of it like, your guy . You cant control your temper nor can you ever get rid of it. It will always be there good or bad. Im leslie , my lifes a little more hetic then a normal teenagers life. I have amazing experiences and worst. I have faith in my family and my friends but i only trust few. I've been trying to keep my own thoughts to myself lately, ive been trying to keep what people say to me, only to me. ive gone though so much fucking shit, to deal with friends, family and relationships. been through the drugs, the alcohol, to the coming home high as fuck and putting on fake little lies to get away from it. Ive been though the paranoid parents , to the point where i almost got kicked out. From the friends who hated me, and the ones who loved me. The boyfriend who cared about me and doubted me. this is who i am, love me or hate me. but please dont disrecpect me. |
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